Forgive me

I can still see the horrified look upon your face
As death took you from me
I remember the fear in your eyes
And the coldness of your skin
Now I have no reason to live
And death is the only thing to give
Someone who desires nothing
This feeling I feel
Is an emotion I cannot define
It all seems so surreal
And living only prolongs my agony
If only I had a pencil that could
Write the future and correct the past
A moment without you is like
Living forever without breathing
 
So forgive me for what
I am about to do
I will end my life
So that I may be with you…