there's this girl

soo there's this girl...

we were together once.
just once.

she's so cute
i can't stand it

not being with her.
i see her all the time, her smile is so sweet
i wonder if she knows

she's somethin' else

you warn me against this
but
i don't care what you say
she's somethin' else

i see her face and my heart skips
my voice is caught
and i have to think just to breathe again
she's somethin' else

i miss her so much right now
i guess this must be how you've felt
ever since i left you

im sorry but the heart wants what the heart wants
and she is what my heart wants

it's time to fly

be still my beating heart
calm yourself she says

i cant

everyday of my life:
controlled
and told
what to do...

im done with this life
reborn, i have been

my wings are stiff with the frost
of his now still heart

i could try to fly now
but...
what if i fall?

...that's a risk im willing to take

no longer will i live my life
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loose lips...sink ships

if i say something...
everything could be ruined

i'll be hurt
you'll say it's your fault

and she'll be nothing but pissed at the both of us

i don't like hurting people
especially if i care about them
and you know...
im practically in love with her