Feel the Stress

Think back when you were young
Remember your best friends and all the fun

What went a stray
Somewhere along the road of life you lost your way

Doing things you promised you would never do
I don't know how much i like this new you

Skipping class, doing drugs
What you need are some strong friend hugs

Todays the day you shed your skin
Shake the bad habits put them back in the tin

Remember that drive you used to feel
Remember the feeling of success
Be the guy you want to be, Feel the Stress

A Growing Shadow

Everyone's a fake
Even friends that I've known
One day you'll awake
To find you're on your own

The friends that you've made
Are just shadows of the past
Just like all the porcelain smiles
They never seem to last

So rail another line
Just kill another day
Dream of how it used to be
To take the pain away

They use to be so crystal clear
Now they're fading out
I don't know why I put my faith in them
When I always had my doubts

This darkness in my heart
This powder running through my veins
Can't numb all, I can feel
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I Need to Change

A strict motivation
Never achieved
The girl across the room
I thought I knew
Surprising ignorance 
I'll stand by the broom
I thought I found that one
But like always I never get it done
Bottled emotions never shown
A new life I have to live
Open with my emotions
Willing to give
When the opportunity presents itself
I have to pounce and make it myself

Me, What Do I See

Nothing goes as planned
Life is full of misfortune and regret
By the end of this semester I'll be banned
My grades are dropping my money is dry, all I can do is fret
Battling all my addictions failing so bad
Loosing the person I used to be and all the friends I had
Is the life i live worth everything i had to sacrifice
All these somewhat friends. each day i roll the dice
Try to remember the person you are
The person that tried so hard and would go so far

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Noise all around me drawing me in 
Coke laid out in front of me
I wan't to be like Charlie Sheene and win

They seem like they are having so much fun
I want to join in but I know i shouldn't
Every day i make these choices living life like its a pun

i need to get away from this but my obligations leave me here
Just put up with it for another half a year
Put on that smile and drink another beer

Figure it out tomorrow
just like the things you need to borrow
Fuck it all up, feel that sorrow

You Are A Fool

Do you even think before you talk
Shattered emotions thinking while you walk
It doesn't do shit, all your planning and thinking was for nothing
You spill your guts, these actions ruin everything
Some things are better left unsaid
Now she knows whats going on in your head
Was it worth it we shall see
Probably not say good bye to the the things your love and need
Lost friendship that could have lasted forever
What were you thinking why would you go and tell her
Maby you will learn from this but probably not
Where are all the friends that you thought you caught
Now she will join the list of people you will never hear from again
Continue your loveless life, live in disdain