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Brittany, 31 october 2013
The spirit of depression
The spirit of depression is a tenacious spirit It's has a tenacious grip on meNever leaving me aloneThis spirit of depression consumes my bodyWeaken my soul ,weaken the good in me. Leave me thou demon spirit of depressionHow it laughs in my faceIt's say look around, look in at you.I didn't just consume your body. I am you. You are me, you are the demon spirit of depression.You gave me the power to be you entirely.Unlike the tenacious demon spirit I am.You gave upNow I own you, you live in depression, you breathe depression.You breathe me inI have tenacious grip on youAnd I'm not letting you goI, the demon spirit of depression am a tenacious spiritI'll never leave you alone
Brittany, 31 october 2013
Under One Sun
> All under one sun is a world called earth.
> This place called earth is filled with so much pain and suffering.
> All under one sun is a world.
> Where the sun can shine bright.
> But it's not bright enough to heal people from the loneliness they feel.
> All under one sun are different people looking up at the sun wondering when's life ever gonna get better.
> All under one sun is a world where I don't want to be.
> Only thing in this world that is the same fir everybody is the sun and sky.
> All under one sun is a world where life has a different meaning to all the people down below under the one sun.
> All under one sun is a world that I know that has been nothing but unfair to me.
> All under one sun I sit and wonder how that one sun can shine so bright over a world filled with so much hurt and pain
> All under one sun is a world I don't want to be apart of.
> All under one sun is a place I have to call life.
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Brittany, 6 march 2012
The feeling of loneliness
The feeling of loneliness seems to be her only friend. It always seems to follow her. Even in a room full of people the feeling of loneliness seems to be right there besides her.The feeling of loneliness seems to be her only friend, her only true friend. It always seems to know when to show up. It never leaves her even when she wants it to.The feeling of loneliness is maybe her one and only friend, but it is also her stalker. To her the feeling of loneliness never goes away. Even when she's trying to be happy.The feeling of loneliness always finds a way to come around and scare happiness away. The feeling of loneliness seems to get jealous. When love tries to come into her life. Loneliness tells love that she isn't worth it. So love may find her but it never stays.The feeling of loneliness may be her only friend, but it's also her enemy.
Brittany, 6 march 2012
He Still Loves Her
It surprises her that he still loves her, after all she put him through. But even still, he still loves her. Since she surprised that he still loves her, though she hurt him. He knows it will never work because she never really understood how much he loved her. It will never work untill she knows who she is and how to learn to love herself. Untill she gets that it starts with her loving herself. Only then will she and him will be allowed to be together.
But she never thought it could work from the very beginning, because of who she is. Deep down she knew sooner or later he would leave, because he wouldn't be able to handle her being the way she was.
But he still loves her even though she hurt him.
It surprises her that he still lives her, after all she put him through. But still he loves her. She will never fully understand how much he loves her untill she changes how she feels about herself.
Brittany, 6 march 2012
Slipping Away
She's slipping away from this world all together. soon everything she ever did and done will hust fade into the wind. soon she will just become a memory.
She's slipping away from this world all together. soon she will be in peace with herself. but as for the loved ones she cares about. only grief will be an option . But soon they will they too will gain their peace of mind back.
She's slipping away from this world all together. Then she will be gone from this world forever. To her family and friends she will say goodbye. It's time for her to go, her time here on earth is up,
She's slipping away from this world all together. To all her family and friends, she says its OK. though they have loss a loved one , it is not in vain. For she has not been lost in herself. For she has died in Christ.
Though indeed she has slipped away. She will be in their heart always.
Brittany, 1 march 2012
Nothing but a Monster
Who is he , but a monster. cold-hearted, mean, and hateful. he was born to sin, made to sin, built for sin. He's who he never wanted to be, who is he, he is nothing but a monster.
He's noting but a monster. he pushes people away for a living, hurting the people who loves him. it doesnt matter if they know him or even if they love him. He is who he never wanted to be, who is he, he is nothing but a monster.
He's trapped inside his body, he wants to be free, but he doesn't want to grow up to be a monster. He is who he never wanted to be, who is he, he's nothing but a monster.
Brittany, 1 march 2012
I Thought We Were Friends
I thought we were friends
But I realized you were never my friend.
It was more like I was your friend
But you were never my friend
You acted like you were
But when I really needed you, you were never there.
When you needed me I was always there.
But when the arrow turned to you, you were never there.
I was there because I thought you were my friend.
I said I would be your friend till the very end.
I wanted to be because I love you.
You don't love me, you only love those who are like you.
I thought friends who knew each other.
Would grow up to forever be with each other.
But I guess that doesn't always happen.
Especially since in our case what I wanted to happen, didn't happen.
I guess it because of the love I have for you.
But I want and need to get rid of the love I have for you.
They say you can't help who you love .
But I'm beginning to hate the thought of love.
In a twisted way I thought I found love.
But in a normal way ,It was me you didn't love.
Strange in way the way i love
But normal for you that you never once loved me.
So what do I do with this love I have for.
Let you go, because it's always been about you.
I will still be your friend
I will be that friend till the very end
I don't know why I would put myself through misery
It's just I want to see you happy
Your happiness is more important than my happines.
I promise I will get over this sadness.
Don't worry about me
Don't pretend to care
That's my job, to worry about you, your burdens I'll bare.
That from the beginning it was never about me.
Brittany, 1 march 2012
The Thought of Love
I hate the thought of love To think that it came from god aboveThe love that comes from me I wish it was goneI know what I desire it is to be alone.I hate the thought of loveLove was never for meBecause no one seems to love meThey say you can't help who you loveBut me no one lovesI hate the thought of loveLove is strange in a wayFor me to think it would ever come my way.To love people is normalBut me to not have that love is also normal.I hate the thought of loveTo love goes away like the windYou can never catch the windJust like love I won't ever findTo me why is love so unkindI hate the thought of love
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21 november 2024
Jaga
Gdybym ci ja umiała ;) Ale zanucić można jakby
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:))
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sam53
smacznego....
20 november 2024
nuty są? poproszę
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dzięki... :))))
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można się nauczyć ale po co...
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Teresa Tomys
Jest nas więcej...
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Jakieś przekłamanie w tekście i nie wiem z
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Mnie deszcz zawsze kołysze do snu :)
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Szkoda, że nie ma już podpięć.
20 november 2024
To ja.
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Tak :)) W ogóle, mosty NY są bardzo klimatyczne:)
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