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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 8 september 2013
My Love
I need you like I need air to breathe
You encompass me and make me feel alive again....
Like having a newborn or learning how to tie your shoes
We have been through so much together and you still are my rock
When will it end....never my love.....an ode to you, I dream
You make me laugh and you made me cry
I love you and your ways; good or bad
Please love me back, seize my heart again today
You have made me feel lie a woman again......
It is like a spider web, being all engulfed......
Thank you for just being you......
Love,Kahlia
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 25 july 2013
A Blessing for a Friend
I said a Prayer for you today.......
It means saying that it is O.K. for you to twist me like a pretzel
I feel the need to DRIVE very fast and go 300 miles
I thought you and I would reconcile our differences
The only difference is me not caring anymore......
Love is as good as you make it and as bad as you ignore it
I feel better knowing that you are happy
I KNOW what happiness feels like
Please don't forgive yourself for all the things that you have done
It would be a far reaching gesture
Be wonderful, love yourself as I do
I can still hear you whisper my name
Like tickeling my ears with a feather
Have a wonderful life an move on......
Blessings,
Kahlia
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 3 june 2013
Circus.........
I stopped by the circus today......
After all this time; do you wish you could UNDO the things that have distressed me? I wonder what kind of parent I would have been...without you. I feel alive for the first time in as many monkees-I have been playing.........
All the little animals in the man made grass; they appear to be happy
Would you be? Would you or do you care about them as little as myself.....
Feeling a little uncomfortable.......
I was so numbed out by your bull that I never saw them coming.....COWS????
We always are different in front of a whole crowd....Whatever could they do to you......Show love, anger, ambigous, fake, phony.....
The list is endless....Why did you hurt me that way
Because no one can hurt you? We will all get our chances.......
Thank you for showing me the RIGHT way to be evil.......
I am going to sit on the porch swing and mello out.....
Thank you, my friend,
Kahlia
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 1 june 2013
The Bride
I could have woken up-DEAD
I still can hear her little girl's voice
No one else can make me feel so sad
But she is not of this heavanly place, she is unique
She is special....if she let down all her walls
And built new ones; she would be great.....
I love her anyway, being my friend
But after her husband left; she has been on a hunt
People say you cannot ruin a marraige, not TRUE
I saw her walking down the aisle and looking at me, she
did not want to marry him, it was a convenience.....
She needed 90 days to figure it all out
Some say she wants to have her cake and eat it too.....
I think she is too scared to move forward...REWIND.....
She should stay single and alone except for friends
I am her best shot at making it out alive and well.....
LOVE does many things to us; I am out of suggestions
She walks around dazed, the REST of her life.....
In a 5 minute pep talk; she decides to leave, hide out
perhaps in my car; can she pull it off?
I always bet on her as she always wins.......
This time I may lose my money....left with no answers-
I come out and say....Lets party........
She feels better and her groom left.....
A lot of rough details and still single.......
How could she live in this blizzard called life.......
Time to start anew.............No one is too old, to feel great...
Kahlia
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 26 april 2013
Goodbye
I thought I would miss you; I don't anymore
You left me with no choice but to get over it all
Thank you for not making my life harder
With all your twists and turns
I could feel it slipping away; you wanted it that way
I thought I knew the meaning of a good friend
I was so wrong; you hate yourself
But, I will never hate me; I don't hate you
You have hurt me for the first and last time
With your lies and misery; go by yourself to some other land
I waited for you to call, you did once-That shocked me
So, now in a 24 hour period, you have no time for me?
My watch has not broken and I know what time it is
Time for you to fool someone else..........
Goodbye.....................
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 5 april 2013
Curiosity
In the dark; I find you clinging like some stuffed animal
Abandonment issues are the hardest-who takes thier love away?
It is so hard to get through to you sometimes....
Yet, you are so agreeable; I cannot leave it alone
Curiosity hails from every line that you have written
To say "I Miss You", would it even be appropriate
I feel like a caged animal, in my own circus
I have tried everything to get you out of my mind
But the brain and senses are still telling me-you are fine
You have a lot going for you; I want to be a part of it
Please open your door and let me in........
Kahlia
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 4 april 2013
Wishing
I sat out on the sofa and looked at the stars; which one are you
I miss you and wanted everything we could not have
New beginnings, old memories
Why won't you talk to me; is it a secret that I cannot share
You seem so distant at times but then you will tell me you love me
I must confess, it is so nice to hear
Everyone wonders where are you; I am now one of those
God gave you a blueprint of life; do I not share it with you?
I am smitten by your charm, taken aback by your ways
I only want what is best for you; do you know that?
I am starting to doubt myself, Am I good enough
It seems to me , like you are running as fast as you can
I realize you are very busy ; but a simple "Hello" would do
I will always love you and the sound of your voice......
Please tell me it is OK, please respond to something
Those who ask me questions, I have no answer for......
Is it just you being you?
Or me being me?
PLease say you are happy; it means a lot
Even in your darkest thoughts; you have made a difference in my life
I am praying for you...it is all I can do
You are my dearest frind; I miss you terribly
God has a purpose for you that is held in his heart
God has a path for you; that is held in his grace
"The Lord will fullfil his promise for me, your love, Old Lord
endures forever
Psalms 138:8
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 2 april 2013
Today
Today is a great day; miss all your friends
Miss them like you do when you are sleeping and dream
You are a child of God, you are never alone
Today is a great day, miss me?
I just wanted to tell you I Love You........
We have been through many things, that only made us stronger
Today is a beautiful day, I found you....
Let go of your heartache and strife
Go get a life.........Today is a promising day
You could have been anybody
Today is a wonderful day; I hear life everywhere
The sun is shining directly into your heart
Be a good friend and check up, say hello
I Love You all the same
I see your green eyes; like crystals in the diamond store
Today is a fabulous day, let go of your inner demons
For today is the best day; Since I met you
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 26 march 2013
15 Seconds
What type of game are you playing, my friend?
I have been there for you to listen........
Now, I hear dead silence on the other end of the phone......
Are you the same person I knew
Lack of words, you are too busy to even talk to me?
Or is this a crazy little dream...
Hurt comes from anxiety, none of which I have felt for so long
Now, you avoid me; I can only guess.........
And guessing is not the answer......
PLease explain yourself; I so hurt; I will not try again.......
You have made a mockery of yourself, not me......
I feel abandonded, used a little, and lied to a lot.....
I will not bow down and keep your ego in tune......
You can take all those words you said to me back
It is like writing on the wall.......
I am very brittle; but do not brake easily.
I will never write about you again...
Try and say something in your defense, I am not your prosecuter
You cannot take someones feelings and put them on display
Only 15 seconds of your time...that is all I had asked.....
Now I ask nothing...nothing at all.......
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 24 march 2013
My Friend
You are a thousand miles away....I miss you
I can see your writings and know I am safe with you
You have spoken to me in many different ways...I love them all.
It is a beautiful day because of you......
Don't take away your emotions to me
I am happy now and want you to be the same...
Taking care of business is hard sometimes but the end result is satisfying
How many more days do I have to count. I can reach out and pull you into me
At times I wonder what you are doing, how you are and I am going to find out all my questions from you in your time...
Love is truly a shock to the system as you have changed my whole make-up and not on my face
You have a simply beautiful heart.........
I need to be a part of that, my life would suffer without you..........
Kahlia
A friend loveth at all times...Proverbs 17:17
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 22 march 2013
The Lightbulb
I fought a battle and finally won.....
You cannot always be to blame
Like two rams butting heads, but I still am here for you
You have made my life complete in so many ways
There aren't enough fingers and toes to count.....unless you are counted out?
I feel eternally blessed that you picked me above all the rest
You can write something to me and I am so "in tune" with what you are saying.
You have courage and tenacity; you blindly love
Putting yourself in a hurricane...........
I miss you so, please come back to me...
We are supposed to be together; it is our fate
No one can talk about Karma unless they have had it.....
I am now alright; just was confused for a little while...Being torn in the midst of a massive thunderstorm.
You are also very good at your assumptions, although they are not 100 right all the time-you strive for protection.
So, I respect you, I admire you and am doing it from afar right now....I am not lonely anymore.
PLease say a prayer for me to stay strong and perservere.
You are the lightbulb that never goes out......
Kahlia
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 18 march 2013
My other side....
I see you as not an asset to my life
Why will you not listen to a thing I say.
Because you want things your way?
I am not a mean person ;however you have become an ogre......
I will not live my life in a bubble for you are anyone else.
It makes me sick, as sick as you.
My freinds are scattered everywhere, I go to sights to vent by writing poetry, that you were never interested in-My ire and anger started to flow and now it is like a sleeping volcano
Why don't you just let me be.......Because you don't know who you really are.
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 16 march 2013
The clock of life
The clock of life is wound but once
No man has the power; To tell just when the hands will stop
Late or early hour
To lose one 's wealth is sad indeed
To lose one's health is more
To use one's soul is such a lost
That no man can restore
The present only is our own
To seek to do God's will;Tomorrow holds no promises-
For the Clock may then be still.
Ref: On the back of my Father's business card.
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 14 march 2013
One of my favorite sayings
Wherever you live is your Temple if you treat it like one.....Buddah
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 11 march 2013
Love me today.
I must have died and gone to heaven; for I met you and you are an angel
Even though we have never met...I feel loved and comforted.
I see the true picture and there is no frame to put it in
Pease love me today and tomrrow.....for an eternity
You see you are just a victim of your own circumstance
And I want to get this right.
You are your own person, do not take it for granted
SHE is now the other woman in our three way love affair
Jealousy, EGO (Means Eaze God out), pride, these are all the qualities you posess.
Your morals speak for themselves
So goodnight my love and kiss the other woman
I am thinking of you, every hour, every day.
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 10 march 2013
Hurt
Be yourself in all things you do.
You are fortunate to be alive
After all the things that you have done to me.....
Hatred and contempt over cloud your judgement and at times you take it out on me.
Why must you be so stubborn and emotionally abusive to me
Did I not say I would stick by you til the end?
I have kept my promise but you treat me like a bag of dirt
Use some then throw it all away.
I loved you once but now the flowers are in bloom and I haven't enough time to weigh in on my feelings.
Love is blind but you read braille............get it?
I just want you to know I have no afternoon agenda here.
So please leave out the same door you came in and do it peacefully.
Maybe, I sound harsh but I have told you in so many ways...I do not love you anymore
So you end your own life and I am left to pick up all the puzzle pieces.
It is called hurt...........
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 10 march 2013
Broken Places
The world breaks everyone and afterwards, they are stong at the broken places.........E. Hemingway
Love everyone-the alcoholics, the drug addicted, people living on the street.
For they are also you Mothers and Fathers, sisters and brothers, aunts and uncles.......
Love all people of every color; for color sees no color and You see color.
Love those who despise you; for they hate themselves and the world they live in.......
Love thy neighbor, for you may need their kindness and they may need yours..........
Love everyone; for you are God's child
The Lord came to us saying "I have loved you with a love that lasts forever. So I have helped you to come to me with loving kindness" Jeremiah 31:3
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 9 march 2013
Footprints of a dream
I see your face in my dreams...I hear your footsteps coming closer
I am ready for you now, in my requim of sleep
Touch me, hold me, never let me go.
Bring me all your kindness and goodness and leave it with me so I may
pass it along to the world
For you are a strong influence in my life....
I know that we have never met; yet you are no stranger to me.
For in my head lies deep thoughts of you and undying love.
Some people might think I am just dreaming, but I KNOW you are there for me
No matter what the cost.
I have a wakened and see you, still, in the footprints of my dream.
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 6 march 2013
Humility
My thoughts encompass me, surround me
The sincerest form of gratitude to an unknown stranger
The passerby who asks for a cigarette
And your smoke is long gone
But your kindness prevails, even though you do not have one
How do you measure one's worth, by the number of acts they do
Or do you not count, because you do not want that vanity
I see myself as someone who is random but consistent in so many ways
The world could use some serenity-humility
Pray, people, pray
For GOD said:
For God puts down the man with pride;but he saves the one who is not proud- Job 22:29
So stand up today, stand proud, tall, kiss a loved one, say hello to a neighbor
But Beware........
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 5 march 2013
Yardstick
I measure my life by the way I treat other people.......it is my destiny
If I look back at someone in horror, I have only looked at myself....
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 5 march 2013
Question Mark
How do you know when you've fallen out of love
The embers die in your soul and the dam in your heart breaks
We are like a flood of water pouring out all over
It seems as though I find myself pondering; people don't know how dark I am within my head at times.
The visual of true love gone awry...gone astray
There are many facets and masks that have been worn...........too long
Like a prom king being crowned but she's the town tramp
So love is a stranger to me but to love again will come
A protector of my own world and heart
You can waste years of your life; you never can have back
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 2 march 2013
About Thinking..
I am so glad I am getting to know you, even though we're miles apart
It is one of those things that happen once in a lifetime
You find your soul mate; but things keep getting in the way
I can smell your scent, breathe your air and touch you're face and you are not even here.
Friends have a way of doing that, true emotion, true joy and true feelings
But yet my feelings for your grow; I hope you don't mind
It is one of those things that happen, I didn't mean for it to, you just touched my heart.
And I don't know why-MYSTERY
Perhaps or just is meant to be, destiny or fate, we will see
I am doing my best to keep it on your level.........
But my elevator is going to the penthouse floor.
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 23 february 2013
Temptation
One tear fell ran down her face and he wiped her face dry
He tried to console her
Knowing that her lips were just inches away from his
It was hard not to kiss her; that face; that skin
But he contained himself
As they listened to the waves come in, she put her head on his shoulder
And listened to their favorite song on the radio.....
Why did they have to be just friends?
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 23 february 2013
TWISTER
Like a day without thunder; you have made me fall silent
At times, I want to know just how much power you have
Enough to run the country, perhaps
It is always on my mind to just relax, But I cannot do that when you are around
I feel like a Mexican Jumping bean; only in a different place
You call me on the phone and my heart starts to race, knowing I have to talk to you "nicely"
How long can I continue his charade
Will the game ever end or will it continue ; with you always winning
I am so tired of being the loser
So, I have decided to play a different game
One called Twister; where we shake things up a bit
You said you don't want to do that
I can understand why; you have to relocate yourself in a different sort of way...
So, now I am playing all by myself and It is so much fun.........
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 21 february 2013
Illusionist
For it is fine with me now; if you go away, leave without a trace
It has been coming for some time
You wear so many masks; you could be in a carnival of clowns
I have tried for 4 years to get change
But change is hard when you are a master illusionist
I feel like I have been cut in half more than once by your words
Do you believe I still care for you; I don't, it is a convienience
Like the one you get the BIG GULP from, it has been banned in New York
You should be banned as well
Sitting like a King in the living room; with your crown on, know it all
And know nothing; except , you need to walk out the front door
Please let me enjoy the silence once more
As if I were deaf to you
Go on your way and leave me alone
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 19 february 2013
PATHWAYS
Stay away from those who use you
For they are the wicked and deceitful
Being forlorn is not the answer
Your insides will turn to stone
For you have been hurt so desperately
Do not sit on the spinning ball
For it will keep you complacent
In your future ; there is such hope and dignity
Much love and mutual respect
Don't you see that you deserve so much more
Than just remnants of a broken heart
The pathways to a lost soul
Now is your time, your day
Pick up the pieces and move along
For it is your time to shine....
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 16 february 2013
GREEN EYES
He loved her green eyes; they told him so much
Her wild and tameless hair blowing in the wind
Will it ever stop, he wondered, that unbrideled spirit she has?
Her long muscular, but lean legs, her tempting rosy, red lips
He longed for her, he ached for her; she was unique
Like a wild animal; she growled a little moan at times
She was always thinking of new and interesting things to do
And ways to do them........it made him crazy
He dreamt of her in his sleep; he dreamt of her while he was awake
Her perfectly poreless skin; so soft like a babies
He loved her so; did she know it, or was his imagination running wild
He could only see things in her green eyes
We all covet things we cannot have ; things we want so badly
But she was different, living next door was so hard
Seeing her daily, it was like a job
So, until he could find the words ; he would have to just look at her
Beautiuful sparkling Green Eyes........
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 15 february 2013
Emotions
She told him that she loved him; more than once
His heart was opened wide to recieve her
She asked him if he was ready for her alabaster skin upon him
His heart raced with excitement
Too many times she played with his emotions like a cat with a string
Now he is in a bad state of affairs and cannot remove himself from her
People play with emotions like a game, it is sad to see and worse to be
One of them; It takes time to recover ; like breaking your back
Only the cast does not come off ever
And the mask remains
Inside of you; I feel it daily..........
I have been there and the map does not end, all roads lead to nowhere
Judge your loves wisely and make friends wiser as hurt is everywhere
For you are the seeker of your own destiny
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 14 february 2013
Judgemental
You may see me as the one that you have to judge
I see you as my peer and a beautiful person
It does not matter what you have done; it is done
I see that you hang on to things like a diamond ring
Is it guilt or is it jealousy; is it me or is it you
I never say a bad word about anyone , it comes back to haunt
Like a ghost in a house, a spirit in a childs closet
Please forgive me if I have hurt you or made you insecure
But, I cannot continue to believe it is my fault.........
I must say, going off in in a tangent does no good for anyone
It is the mood of these days , to be hateful and spiteful....
I forgive you, You will be blessed; you are one of GOD's children
And no one stands alone.......................
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 13 february 2013
GO FISH
You knock me down like a wrecking ball
It is sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew
I have fought for you-12 rounds til the sound of the bell
And yet , you betray me at every given turn
Why must you hurt me so and make the pain so devastating?
Is it your course in life to destroy me
Or do you just play games-Parker Brothers should make you their Company spokesperson
You can make Monopoly look like GO FISH.....
I never know when you are going to strike
It's like a rattlesnake in the Arizona desert
I hurt enough and am black and blue
But you want the color purple; as well
So, I am leaving you now in my mind
It will be sad but I have to go
You can leave and go down the road; to some other unsuspecting soul...............
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