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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 26 august 2013
26 august 2013, monday ( My Friends )
My friends are very special to me, they give me insight and love. I will always treasure them......
I know today is going to be a good day just because I woke up this morning...always count your Blessings as you never know...Life is just a Whisper.
Remain STRONG, Perservere, do not let anyone or (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 12 august 2013
12 august 2013, monday ( Just Today..... )
Today is the 10th anniversary of my Father's death......
I will celebrate his life as I feel that he is in an awesome, beautiful place, you can only grieve so long and have to figure out WHAT kind of person were they? He was awesome and NEVER said a bad word about anyone...
why should He? (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 25 july 2013
25 july 2013, thursday ( I am doing fine.... )
I would like to note that my last diary entry was sad and frustrated, I am feling more positive and glad that I have a format to express my emotions...it seems like time is moving so fast. It is Already July and I remember Christmas shopping? I don't know where the time goes, except to say, (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 1 june 2013
1 june 2013, saturday ( Starting Over.... )
My life was empty when you went away...like loosing your best friend
I always put trust and believed in you.......where did I go wrong?
These days have been great ones as I filled your head
And your ego...you are not my friend, just a passing in the dark
I can either let myself be hurt or pick up (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 25 april 2013
25 april 2013, thursday ( SO, Done with it )
I was very frustrated for a few days. Now I am just puzzled. A good friend of mine went out of town and I have heard from them ONCE???? I understand that they could be extremely busy but a 5 minute phone call? HELLO...........I am very hurt by their lack of concern for someone who was there (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 6 april 2013
7 december 2013, saturday ( Enough already )
I have sat back and took a back seat to what is going on.
I think sometimes people forget others. Have you?
It seems as though ever since you have been away, I hear nothing.....
I care about what happens to you; no emails, no notes, nothing.
Are you OK? I hope so. This is a bit awkward to (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 5 april 2013
7 april 2013, sunday ( What's Up? )
I am having a good day...that is all that I can ask God for. I miss my friend who has gone to do some business. I miss the letters, the emails and the poetry. I am sure they are busy. I just want a note telling me that they are OK.
I am saying a prayer for those still out there and lost. I (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 1 april 2013
2 april 2013, tuesday ( Summertime... )
My friend is still gone for a few weeks; finishing some things. I miss him. I hope everyone gets up like I did this morning and is seeing summertime. The grass is finally turning green and it is not as cold outside (compared to 23 degrees). Yesterday it was 70 degrees. I am doing excellent, (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 30 march 2013
30 march 2013, saturday ( Only Today )
I feel better today, this morning......my freind and I are OK.
Sometimes you assume something and it really is not what you thought it was
I wish I did not have abandonment issues, but after everything that has happened with my family...it is something of a work in progress. I miss my daily chats (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 27 march 2013
26 march 2013, tuesday ( Now What )
I have been writing to a person on this board. I feel as though when he is on here, he opens up. He gave me his phone number and I called him. He was distant, too busy to talk, could not talk???? What am I supposed to think? Well, I am not thinking anyone as I have to figure this out peacefully (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 24 march 2013
24 march 2013, sunday ( YEAHHHHHH )
I just got a note from Goldie-she is so sweet and thoughtful. I am writing a poem but it is not done yet. I hope that it reaches some people out there. I miss talking to Louis...I may call him today. I am feeling soooo much better. My meds are working and I just feel good. It has been ann (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 23 march 2013
23 march 2013, saturday ( Untitled )
I woke up this morning, feeling wonderful. I have so much to be thankful for......People who love me comes to mind first...To Louis, I miss your notes and poetry but I also miss talking to you. I have posted one poem in the last 3 days. I think I have writer's block. Has happened before. (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 22 march 2013
22 march 2013, friday ( It is ME again.... )
I feel so blessed, this morning I woke up and finally felt "normal". It was an experience about being detoxed off meds. I really believe that you are so in tune with yourself after you get off that stuff. Mine was Visteral and Topomax. Topomax for seizures and Visteral for anxiety. (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 22 march 2013
22 march 2013, friday ( Live and Learn...... )
My new motto of the day is "live and learn". It seems as though I have been through quite a bit yesterday......and the days before that. It has made me humble and also very aware of other people's feelings. I feel like I have hurt someone without his consent. I have to get back (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 21 march 2013
20 march 2013, wednesday ( Hanging in there )
I have begun a personal challange and nobody won. I just got what I needed. My Steven is no longer upset about my emails to certain people on the site. WE had a VERY long talk last night about control. I cannot be controlled. I am only human and I may have made a few mistakes in my life but (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 18 march 2013
18 march 2013, monday ( What goes AROUND.... )
Louis and Goldie, I hope this finds you both well. I have decided to rebel. I am no longer angry, just a little frustrated. I will do the right thing no matter what. It is unjust to tell someone that they cannot write to other people. Jealousy is a monster but I really at this point, do not (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 17 march 2013
17 march 2013, sunday ( Up all night )
I have been up all night, I am not even tired. My anger onverrides that. It is beyond my comprehension how a person can make your life so miserable, and continues to do so. You can LOVE many people for many reasons. Does that mean I cannot LOVE anyone. Even as a great, wondeful friend. I (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 17 march 2013
17 march 2013, sunday ( Crying...... )
I have had to make myself unavailable to certain people. I HATE it. I cannot stand control issues or manipulation. Why at my grown up age do I feel like a prisoner in my own mind. I will never stop caring for these people, no one can control me. It is just temporary in nature. There all kinds (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 14 march 2013
13 march 2013, wednesday ( Time to unwind!!! )
I have been a little hyperactive since I am home. I think a lot of it is medication withdrawal. Just my observation. I want everyone to go buy at Barnes and Noble....Goldie Lopez's book is published and is there for you to get. It is full of great poetry and Goldie is really Golden. I (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 10 march 2013
10 march 2013, sunday ( Sleepless in St. Louis )
I justv woke up and it is 3am.....I woke up shaking and trembling for some odd reason. I think my new med is working as I am already feeeling better. ANXETY? Why on Earth would I have that? I can think of about 10 reasons........
I have been weaned -reweaned off meds. I think they are all (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 9 march 2013
9 march 2013, saturday ( I am wonderful...... )
Not meaning I AM WONDERFUL....meaning I feel great. I took my new med and so far no problems with it. It is supposed to help my anxiety....I woke up shaking from a horrid nightmare.....2 days ago......I was living in my car. People all around were laughing and then someone pulled a gun out and (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 9 march 2013
9 march 2013, saturday ( Spring has sprung.... )
Tonight the clocks go ahead 1 hour -ah, the beginning of spring. By the calender not officily.....but I am in a spring mood. I feel great.....have changed my meds but again but that's OK. I am just doing what my Dr. says and he is always right. I have the world's best DR....by (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 8 march 2013
8 march 2012, thursday ( Free...... )
Today, I feel free, from critisicm, hate, lonliness and judgement. I will continue to do so. I feel as though 1000 pds. has been lifted off me. I am FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Yes. I am writing my book still and and a new poem. Will post it when done. My health is better and I feel wonderful. (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 6 march 2013
6 march 2013, wednesday ( THURSDAY )
Just for today, I will not grumble at those around me , no matter how I feel....it is important, they have feelings, too. I am in a very good spirit because I will be crowned a princess Thursday....my national day of serentiy. I love Thursday because it comes after wednesday, and tuesday and monday (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 2 march 2013
2 march 2013, saturday ( Thinking....... )
I am feeling better as I went through another illness, but it can always be worse...ALWAYS. I guess sometimes GOD tests us and we have to perservere; no matter what GOD will take care of us no matter what.
Isaiah 41:13-"For I am the Lord you GOD who holds your right hand, and Who says to you, (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 23 february 2013
23 february 2013, saturday ( I need sleep!!!!! )
Lately, I cannot sleep? I have been waking up at 3am, 4am etc. Maybe, it is just a phase I am going through or maybe I will never sleep again....Happy Saturday to everyone..........Hope evryone got some good rest!!!!!! Kahlia
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 21 february 2013
21 february 2013, thursday ( Wanna go to Tahiti!!!! )
We are getting a winter storm today, a lot of snow, sleet and ice....I hope the power stays on. I don't like it when the power goes off. It is a real hassle for one thing and just plain inconvenient. It is supposed to start snowing around 12:00 CST and continue through midnight. I don't (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 16 february 2013
16 february 2012, thursday ( Friends )
I am so grateful for my friends on truml......they are great writers and give me good feedback on my poetry. It is nice to have another opinion. God Bless you one and all............Kahlia
I hope all are having a joyous day.........................................
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 15 february 2013
14 february 2013, thursday ( Valentine's Day )
Happy Valentine's Day to everyone......Hope all of you have a lover or someone to call your own. If not, GOD will bring them to you. Don't look too hard as you will not find the right person. I think this is true? Have a GREAT day...........Kahlia
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 6 february 2013
5 february 2013, tuesday ( Working )
I am at work....a lil boy just born 3 hours ago came into the NICU and he was in respiratory distress. It is sad to see, but he is doing fine , other than that. His mother is hysterical and no father to be found. She is young, only 17 and is a good mother. I wish that the father could be in the (... więcej)
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