Jock Engelman
The Eternal Internal Struggle
Why are you lying to me
why cant you leave me be
why do you have to look like that
why do u spill your wrist on the mat
why do I even talk to you
I know why because you asked me to
why do I listen to u speak
when I know perfectly well that you are weak
why do you command me so
while my emotions go to and fro
many battles I have lost
and lots of money it has cost
mostly coz of my bad memory
as I now sit underneath this chestnut tree
the struggle is still taking place
the eternal internal struggle
between my heart, brain and me
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