Chyna Jade
Fighting with Myself
(Point one) I listen to all the hateful things you say
But I just laugh and giggle where I lay
Do you hate how I ignore you?
How I don’t give a damn what you do
(Point two) You daughter of a great teacher
Smiling in the mirror with a grimaced feature
Yes I talk to you my own reflection of pain
How I hate you but you laugh to drive me insane
(Point one) I will enjoy the sweet death
As I kill all happiness with our last breath
But wonder not why I kill
Because I only do it so we won’t feel
The life is not meant to be taken away
But hate me still with all your might today
(Point two) I guess I should thank you with ease
But only your anger it would appease
So no I despise myself no matter what
To be shamed, hated, forever in this rut
A path I follow on and on
Until we die and I am gone
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