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Ice, 5 february 2012

I Came Knocking At Your Door (October 3, 2011)

I came knocking at your door
felt relieve
to hear footsteps approach
at least i won't wait long outside
i thought,,
but i was wrong..

I came knocking at your door
yet nobody opened for me
though i heard cacophony
possibly from a tv
but someone lowered it's volume
til it faded..

I came knocking at your door
and peek through your tinted window
I removed my shoes
knocked heavily more than before
abruptly run tiptoed
as i hid myself to surprise you

i came knocking at your door
i realized
better yet, i should call your name
you might recognize my voice
and open it for me
and though i did
nothing happened

t'was tiring..

so i turned my back and walk away
whispering..

"I wish i had a key...

.. to your heart.."

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Ice, 9 july 2012

Mother's Touch (August 15 2002)

you brought me here with no regret
under consequence of life and death
you showered me a love so much
the real meaning of mother’s touch

but destiny brought catastrophe
when father left you, all us three
he never visited nor care to call
and from your toils alone you raised us all

we rarely agree on certain things
sometimes share same understanding
in my achievements you’re often proud
you’re my savior from the crowd

honestly, i fear to loose you
though time will come, i know it’ll do
because i owe to repay your hardworks for me
that's to trade anything to make you happy

and thru this poem i confess
i thank God for all His greatness
and that from the heart and mind of a daughter
there could only be one loving mother

(i composed this poem for my mother, and gave it as my gift on her 53rd birthday)

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Ice, 9 july 2012

Goodbye (July, 2001)

quickly, another day passed
like the sand from a broken hour glass
drifting from my hands
senseless of my glance

again i’ll live my life alone
where i'll do things on my own
cause i don’t know
if destiny for me will often be slow

sometimes i wonder
have i fallen into deep slumber
coz i’ve been a prisoner
of this love i kept forever

so better yet i must let go
cause my day slips and turns to sorrow
because i do need a rest
from a love full of jest

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Ice, 9 july 2012

Words To Ponder (April 2001)

amidst this place of nowhere
my world gone dim and colder
i stared upon the misty sky
then tears rolled down my eyes

i asked the Lord cause i wonder why
He gave me friends that makes me smile
but in the end they say goodbye
so i wonder if it's all lie

abruptly i heard a rumbling thunder
as if the Lord give me an answer
it came to me it's part of life
to never lose out of sight

afar i notice a silhouette exist
which brought me a sudden bliss
as he comes closer he lends a hand
asking, proffering to be his friend

without a doubt i nod at him
remembering whatever he may seem
i should cherish someone like him
for i don't want to see him as well in dim

now i thank the Lord above
for giving me unconditional love
and thoughts for me to ponder
that i must treasure my friends forever

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Ice, 28 august 2012

Wounded Warrior (August 26, 2012)

I’m a
wounded
warrior…

and I
won’t fight
anymore…

what
for?

if the
person
I’m fighting for…

won’t fight
for me
no more!?

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Ice, 5 february 2012

Early Thursday (October 22, 2011)

you're probably now asleep
while i'm here taking a coffee sip
as i remember last early Thursday morning
we're on the same bus riding
i glared behind and feel aglow
to notice you at the back seat row
reversed cap, blue & white striped shirt
(with such thought inside)
some good things are really free on earth!!

.............
.............
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those ellipsis are meant to be written
i'ts reflects what i felt in sudden
speechless..
breathless..
i'm so happy
but you're not allowed to see

((ROAD CHECK: you're almost there))

you're about to depart
and i hate that part..

((BUS STOPPED..))

i watch you leave
i watch you leave
proving yourself, you're one of those thieves
cause you just took my heart away
on that early Thursday..

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Ice, 11 february 2012

Won't Let You Go

I couldn't find a way
to forget you
'cause I even fall more
for you
I don't know which really
betrays me
whether my mind or my heart,
I just couldn't see

Your face's registered
in my memory
when I close my eyes
it's you I still see
I miss looking at your
eye and nose
it's what I love from you
the most

You're close to being
perfect for me
perhaps that's why
you can't notice me
you stare above the
heavens..
and I, for you,
won't make any sense

I often wonder what's you're doing
or who's you're with
it's all in my mind,
and I can't rid
you're the one
I really need
oh, hear my heart
as she pleads

When can I wrap my arms
around you
and tell you how much
I love you
hope one day it'll happen
and when it happens..

..you know??..
I won't let you go..
..never let you go..

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Ice, 9 july 2012

Broken (March 2001)

a hollow grieving night
with meaningless sway of emotion
merely perched on the ground
while the soothing buss of zephyr
whispers to my ears
and black tears unseen
covered by these fancy smile
symphatizes with agony
brought by your insensitivty
much more of your mendacity
nevertheless
i wont succumb my love
for you gave me much to reminisce
though i lived more in lunacy
at times i’ll lurk for daybreak
start to pace, follow a light
maybe fate wil give me space
in this world so unfair
and let my heart breathe again
from this darkness i own..

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Ice, 28 august 2012

Dear Diary (August 25, 2012)

it’s been eight months since she left
almost four hundred eighty five days more
I miss her eyes, her smile, her kiss
and of course everything about her
I wish she never went away
to make our dreams come to life
but I can’t blame her
after all I’ve got nothing to give

I regret the times I hurt her
and being unfaithful for the last years
I'm cruel to took her for granted
thinking she’d always be there
she don’t deserve those things
yet I made her suffer, made her cry
but she was able to forgive me
above everything I’ve done against her
and gave me unlimited chances

for the last weeks I heard nothing from her
I’m afraid she must be awakened
and had notions that I don’t love her
how I wish I’m just overreacting or dreaming
I can’t imagine her being with someone else
because I love her with all my heart
I don’t know what to do if I lose her
cause wer'e made for each other

every night I would open her old letters
to read her I love you’s and sweet nothings
to remind me that she loves me
this distance between us is breaking me into pieces
and only she can glue me together
and would accept me even if I'm full of cracks
I hope it’s not too late for me
now that I realize and understand everything
I love her so much.

always,
John

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Ice, 19 november 2020

COVID Quarantine (090120)

everyday
I was imagining us
that day when we'll be together
coz this whole waiting thing sucks
I can't hold your hand
I can't touch you
I can't do things for you
I can't make you smile
I can't comfort you
I'm losing hope sometimes
but your love makes me go on

but I found out while I'm imagining
you're doing it to someone else
my world broke apart
do I deserve this pain??
you held her hand
you touched her
you do things for her
you makes her smile
you comfort her
I lost hope
but your lies made me move on....

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Other poems: COVID Quarantine (090120), Be Happy (092020), I Don't Mean What I Meant (080819), Wounded Warrior (August 26, 2012), Dear Diary (August 25, 2012), Mother's Touch (August 15 2002), Perhaps (July, 2002), Goodbye (July, 2001), Words To Ponder (April 2001), Broken (March 2001), Won't Let You Go, I Came Knocking At Your Door (October 3, 2011), Early Thursday (October 22, 2011),

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I Came Knocking At Your Door (October 3, 2011)

Mother's Touch (August 15 2002)

Goodbye (July, 2001)

Words To Ponder (April 2001)

Wounded Warrior (August 26, 2012)

Early Thursday (October 22, 2011)

Won't Let You Go

Broken (March 2001)

Dear Diary (August 25, 2012)

COVID Quarantine (090120)

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