Why

Why oh why?
I ask you
You seem undisturbed
How could I fight it
Don't want to figure it out again
I sometimes feel helpless
I ignore your message
Albeit I wanna hear from you again
But I need to stop it at all
No matter how painful it may become
My life is in a mess
For some reasons I need to survive
I know I can and I will


8:47 in the morning
February 6, 2012 at the office