Kemms, 18 january 2012
Somewhere along the way I've lost my sense
I made you imaginary more than just a friend
I don't know what you mean to my heart
But there you'll always have a special part
Realizing something's different made
Me step few steps backwards and wait
For phase to go away I was scared
If letting you know I'd lose you as a friend
I guess it just happened to open my eyes
To see how much it means to have you in my life
If letting you know I'm quite sure you'd understand
But do I really love you only as my dearest friend?
Kemms, 26 december 2011
There's a girl on my wall
There's a woman on my wall
She looks at me
And tells me to be strong
She's full of power
That shines from her eyes
Her lips are telling me words
Of my favorite song
Her hair spreads in the rhythm of my room
She makes me feel happy and loved
She tells me I can be next
Dreams are what I have
The woman on my wall is so pretty
She is so famous and mine
She wouldn’t wanna be anything
Rather than a woman
Anger to her in her estimation
Is a cowardly extension of sadness
Sometimes confuses her the fact
That everything happens for a reason
What does her everyday look like
I wonder what she’s doing now
Is she writing her new song
Is she in a bed with a man
Kemms, 26 december 2011
I was driving away dark clouds
And kept you warm in cold nights
I used to buy you a beer or two
Red wine, cola just for you
I carved paper hearts every day
Counted shooting stars on my way
I prayed along to meet you in my dreams
But there we were always in opposite teams
I filmed a movie, jumped from the tree
Broke my leg, you laughed at me
Oh god I loved to watch you sleep
I was in way way too deep
I dyed my hair cause you wanted me to
Whatever you asked… I did it for you
Then you hated the color and I shaved it off
What was that? I used to call it love
I bought a ring, proposed on my knees
I already had names for our four kids
“Oh, NO, god! ! ” she said instead of YES
I shall put the ring away… that was NO, I guess
She’s happy now and I’m all alone
With beer, red wine and a broken bone
Looks like I became a poet too
Thanks! I’m really a mess because of you!
Kemms, 26 december 2011
Big city full of people
Nobody I know
So many different faces
I am here alone
Each face is a different story
All unknown to me
Expressing nothing but glory
Is that what there really is?
The first one I saw
Is already far away
Will I ever see him again?
Was it just for a glimpse today?
I still sit quietly
New stories passing by
My heart waits fearlesly
I'll soon tell this city goodbye
Kemms, 27 december 2011
I cried all night long
That night when I lost you
I wanted to stop
But it only brought more
I cry all night long
When no one can hear
Like something is missing
Dead inside..
Eyes can’t bleed no more
Heart burst into zillion pieces
It will never feel the hands
Never fed with warmth again
The glass broke
Like it never broke before
No glue can put it back together
The glass lives no more
The time of four months
Shall make a difference
The time of too late
For healing a wounded heart
Kemms, 27 december 2011
I want a man, I want a soulmate
She said to me
I want true love, I want happiness
I hate how men see me
I don't know why, I can't understand
I'm always just a sexual desire
I would like not to let out of my hands
Mr Right come set my heart on fire
Might be smart, might be cool might look great
With long legs, flat stomack and pretty face
Girl to girl she could be my best friend
Girl to man she's the person I'd neglect
You don't know the answer but I can see
Shake that ass wink to me
I'm not a man but I can read
Between the lines that you want me
Kemms, 10 january 2012
Afraid to trust
Afraid to commit
Afraid to love
Afraid to fit
Afraid to grow up
Afraid to explore
Afraid to get a job
Afraid of much more
Afraid to live
Afraid to express
Afraid to give
Afraid to care less
Afraid to sleep
Afraid to try
Afraid to weep
Afraid to die
Live to the fullest
Days full of risks
You'll go down happy
With dead smile on your face
Kemms, 19 august 2012
How do you know
It’s time to grow up
How do you start
Without falling apart
Where do you find
A place to stay
A room of your own
The kingdom of your way
Where do you find
Your long lost soulmate
A relationship of marriage
A lifetime to celebrate
What all you do
With your first born kid
How you choose his name
Give him the knowledge for fame
When do you realize
Everything’s alright
Exactly how it should be
And see sunny clouds
Who says for you
Your time has arrived
To go through the tunnel
And disappear into the light
Kemms, 16 february 2014
Work a bit longer
Don't go home yet
There's nobody there
Nobody's waiting for you
We already have a lot
We even want more
So work a bit longer
For our economy
We'll pay you
Your hard work
Not nearly equal
To your effort
But work a bit longer
Nobody's waiting for you
As abundance's waiting for us
Only that matters
You have two jobs
And third and fourth sometimes
Not much free time
Not much money
It makes us happy
Loaded with plenty
You will always work
And never be happy
So work a bit longer
Marry the routine
Of endless torture
We'll pay you
With grey skin
Broken mind
Lonely nights
Only us matters ...
Kemms, 27 december 2011
A MAN
I once had a girl
She loved me for years
We were inseparable
We had no fears
We didn’t last until year seven
It wasn’t my fault, I’d take her forever
She became week in her sense
She left me for another man
I was an honest man before
Caring, loving and much more
She put the knife in my heart
I’ll never trust again, it was too hard
Months later I’m seeing women, I’m seeing girls
Promising castles, promising pearls
They’re naive, they all believe
But I only have one aim to achieve
I make them fall in love with me
Desiring and calling me constantly
They think I will return my love
But I will never make any move
A WOMAN
I once had a boy
I loved him for years
We were like soulmates
We were ment to be
We didn't make it till year seven
It wasn't his fault, it wasn't mine
We never talked, we never joked
We didn't aim as high as divine
I am a good person
I also have flaws
I've hurt you deeply
You've hurt me too
Months later I still think of you
In a different way, not as I used to
I try to trust again
Seeing other men
It takes two to blame
Don't think we're all the same
Give a reason a chance to show
Us as the brightest star would glow
Kemms, 10 january 2012
Awareness
Beauty
Crying
Depth
Enthusiasm
Fea ring
Grief
Hate
Issuing
Joy
Kiss
Loving
Me mories
Need
Obeying
Pain
Quarrel
Reaching
S leep
Tears
Uniting
Venture
Wisdom
X-ing
Yield
Zoom off and die.
Kemms, 18 january 2012
Nothing's really going on in my head
It's empty and I feel like it's time for bed
No deeper thoughts to talk about
"Let's drink!" I hear someone saying loud
I toss and turn can't sleep it's dark
He yelled again "we're meeting in the park"
My eyes wide open no sleeping tonight
It's clear already this will be an alcohol fight
I never got out of bed so quickly before
My blood is thirsty urging for more
No reason to say "Let's drink to that!"
Cheers my friends; joy is what we get
We drink and party all night till dawn
Smoke cigarettes and kiss whoever comes along
Not once in the night I think of hangover
I'll welcome when I'll start feeling sober
Kemms, 18 january 2012
My friend don't cry I'll be right here when your tears
fall down
My friend don't stand up I'll always wipe your tears
away for you
When you're down and the world seems a dangerous place
And your small world is the only shelter for your
fears
When no one breaths with you and holds your hand
My friend I'll be right here hugging you saying it's
ok
My friend don't pause you're so much more than just a
human life
My friend don't rest, your soul has so much to offer
and share
When you're down and the world seems a poisonous place
And your small room is the only place you feel safe
When no one understands your drowning emptiness
My friend I'll be right here
holding your hand...
Kemms, 10 august 2012
Who are you to give birth to me?
Who are you to list my rights?
Who are you to hit me?
Who are you to make me sleep at nights?
Who are you to judge me?
Who are you the great ignorant?
Who are you to insult me?
Who are you the so-called perfection?
Who are you to complain over my music?
Who are you the one stone deaf?
Who are you to tell me what to do?
Who are you to celebrate?
Who are you to turn me away from what I long for?
Who are you to neglect my ways?
Who are you to ignore me?
Who are you to show me the door?
Who are you to hate me?
Who are you to screw me twice?
Who are you to mock me?
Who are you to ruin my life?
Who are you to call me?
Who are you to marry me?
Who are you to follow me?
Who are you to take my life?
Kemms, 17 february 2012
It aches me because I can't say
It itches when it won't go away
It hurts me because I can't tell
It urges so badly I could yell
It pains me because I can't reveal
It fresh reopens when I want to heal
It saddens me because I can't explain
It urges so badly it boils in my vains
It frustrates me because I can't process
It kicks when feelings meet consciousness
It devastates me because I can't touch
It urges so badly to feel you so much
It worries me because I can't deny
It keeps me seated when I want to fly
It tortures me when I can't find peace
It urges so badly when you are who I miss
Kemms, 27 february 2012
When I drown in blood
Music is my remedy
Of broken yellow bubbles
That spin my world around
No tears are awaken
To cover my pale face
To die in the sorrow
Of all my regrets
No drink is swallowed
And absorbed into veins
I don't need any sources
When music is the gate
I close my eyes
Deny all my fears
Lie down on soft clouds
Singing into my ears
No tears are present
To send the sadness away
No shopping to heal me
When music is the gate
Music is my remedy
I swim in peaceful tunes
She dives me into happiness
And laughs the problems away
Kemms, 10 august 2012
You run now across the endless fields of green
With sunshine and a perfect rainbow
With happiness and a true smile on your face
You swim now in the bluest oceans
With tender waves and gentle depths
With ease and no worries in your head
You fly now above our living souls
With freshest air and strongest wings
With no fears and no limits in your heart
You sing now with the voice of an angel
With powerful sound and a black guitar
With purest talent and ideas in your mind
You look down on us from that gorgeous place
With hope not soon we meet again
With knowing you’ll always be in our hearts
(Dedicated to a friend who left too soon)
Kemms, 10 august 2012
Sometimes reaching an aim
Can be a difficult mission
But if there is a desire
There is also a way
Sometimes when almost succeeded
You break and forget your intent
But when you are so close
Why wanting to fail?
Sometimes you pity yourself
Keep asking why me?
But there is always a reason
You’ve been chosen for reaching this aim
And when you decide
You’re determined to fly
The long path will satisfy you
And make you grow inside
Kemms, 9 august 2012
She used to be a clever girl
With a lot of patience and potential
But she wasn’t pretty and not sexy
That’s why nobody liked her
She was innocent and naive little girl
Successful in what she was doing
Sometimes lost in her own minds
Sometimes worn in black
She dreamt about her getting famous
World-known for her expressions
She used to have a positive direction
And everyone would know her
Then she wanted some attention
A little love, a man’s touch
But she wasn’t pretty and not sexy
And that’s why guys didn’t like her
Depression became her best friend
Nothing made her smile anymore
She felt less than average
Typical inquisitive insane initiator
She’s lost all her talents
Believing world’s condition
The appearance is
What makes a person …
What is this world we live in?
Kemms, 11 march 2012
My father
He's ill
He has this disease
That hides and rests
That waits and gets
Eventually out
My father
He's lazy
He has this habit
To do nothing at all
To constantly ignore us all
When we want him the best
My father
He's voracious
He has this need
To eat all the time
To stop would be a crime
He thinks we envy him
My father
He's weird
He acts a stupid one
When actually he's not
When actually he's lost
In boredom of his life
My father
He's stubborn
He rejects our help
We only want him a fuller life
Me, sister and his wife
But he thinks we hate him
My father
He's blind
He's neglecting the fact
That soon it might be too late
That illness might ruin his fate
But how can we help him?
Kemms, 14 february 2012
Getting to know that man
Realizing we might breathe the same air
Even when I want to run away he
Gets me wanting to care
Emailing my dreams, fears and desire
Catches me thinking … can he admire?
Just the little something that I represent
United in clouds … is that what he meant?
Rejecting might get me only to the loss of
Something we call true love …
Entitle our friendship with a higher purpose?
Kemms, 14 february 2012
Still remember the day I saw you
After so many years have passed
Before I realized you were all over me
It happened in a way I still don't understand
As I observed your every move
And listened carefully to words you've said
I soon saw the kind you are
And what it is to expect
You picked me up in hidden places
When night has won over the sun
Undressed me kissed me showed pleasure
I almost believed you were the one
Your eyes flinching, your mouth manipulating
Your good and bad that gave you away
Your pretty face hides the dark soul you have
You are a dark angel, bad energy in your head
Your sorce are women, you get them all
Your food to the sweet revenge
Your veins are filled with pain they radiate
The one you've caused to please your dark soul
Kemms, 14 february 2012
Before I would have unrealistic dreams
Before I would have deep thoughts
Before I would be the most curious
Before I would taste it all
Now I don't dream at all
Now my thoughts let me down
Now I'm locked inside my own cage
Now I don't express myself
You don't see me as I am
They don't think I'm ever sad
You think I always smile
They haven't met me yet
Kemms, 10 august 2012
You call me every time
You feel like crying
I have no intention
To help you every day
You ask me stupid questions
I don’t know answers to
I don’t want to be your teacher
It’s a job no one would take
You call me for laughing
Making jokes out of me
You should have known by now
That I don’t find it funny
You want to discuss about things
You know nothing about
Sometimes it’s better
To be quiet
You call me for shopping
Spending your parent’s money
I don’t like spoiled daughters
Or mama’s little sons
You call me to blame others
When it’s obvious it’s you
You only drink my energy
Our friendship cannot go through
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